The college struggle

Homecoming 1995 Fort Valley State

I must admit, I feel in love with the valley. I had some really great times there. Don't get me wrong, I had a few bad times, but nothing as dramatic and devastating as Savannah State. But, all in all times were good. I still struggled with my weight, and I would go to Dr. Stein (the fat doctor) and get my best friends when I creeped up too high, until I couldn't get my best friends anymore.

Well, where there is a while there is a way, even though I had to stop seeing Dr. Stein, a new fat doctor came on the scene, Dr. Bass. He was similiar to Dr. Stein, but he gave out meds at his office, so I didn't have to worry about going to get anything filled.

This new pill, Adipex, was okay, but in my mind it wasn't as strong as the phen-phen, however; it did it's job none the less.

I would go all day, not eat, then maybe eat a bite of something at night. I worked full time while I was in college. I waited tables........ working in a restaurant became a motivation for me in a sick sort of way. I would work, and dare myself to eat. I would go to work, serve plates of food, and not touch any. It gave me power to be able to deny myself. The only thing was, I would deny myself for as long as I could, then I would eat everything in site.

I remember my college boyfriend, A.E saying that I had a problem because all I worried about was my weight. Looking back, A.E was correct, I did have a problem. Heck I still do...........